SRY....

i dono y i will say sry....to everyone....
i feel dat i hurt everyone.....
i cant control myself....
i don wan ppl love me....
i dono wat i wan....
juz wan got ppl take care of me...
i wan cum out stay....
i wan go taiwan...
i wan car....
if got ppl love me....i feel dat i will hurt them...
i cant accept ppl who love me now....
i very clear i love who now....
but i wont together v him...
myb i hurt him very deep...
he hurt me before too...
i knw he hate me now...
i wont blame him too...
i juz wan shout "I VERY HATE MYSELF"
"I NOT HAPPY IN MY LIFE"
"I LOVE HIM"
"I WAN CRY LOUDLY"
"I LOST MYSELF"


wat should i do now???
i lost my way in jungle....