Wednesday, December 10, 2008

THANK YOU....

thx u r owayz by my side...
owayz be thr for me....
i reli hapi dat i can c u again...

THANK YOU.....

Sunday, December 7, 2008

DOWN

I had make u hate me nw...
but i wont regret...
myb its should b a gud decision for u n me...
i miss u owayz...
never delete u frm my memory,my mind,my heartz...
juz hope u will get a better gf den me...
i cant stay bside u....
muz take care of urself...
i nid leave to u....
forgive me...
im stingy....
i hv to continue my way in other part of my life,my way dat jesus give it to me....
i cant stop bcoz of u...
rmb dat....
i owayz love u...
even i nt single d...
i still will keeping dat memory dat we haved before....
u never lonely....u still got my heart owayz v u...
when i talking v u,i juz wan cry...
i cant forgive myself...
i had hurted u...
im sry,baby...
reli sry......
im leaving here soon...
take care....
if got ppl ask me to b their gf at thr...
i will said i alr married...
i hv a best husband in my heart...
MISS YOU....^^

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

SRY....

i dono y i will say sry....to everyone....
i feel dat i hurt everyone.....
i cant control myself....
i don wan ppl love me....
i dono wat i wan....
juz wan got ppl take care of me...
i wan cum out stay....
i wan go taiwan...
i wan car....
if got ppl love me....i feel dat i will hurt them...
i cant accept ppl who love me now....
i very clear i love who now....
but i wont together v him...
myb i hurt him very deep...
he hurt me before too...
i knw he hate me now...
i wont blame him too...
i juz wan shout "I VERY HATE MYSELF"
"I NOT HAPPY IN MY LIFE"
"I LOVE HIM"
"I WAN CRY LOUDLY"
"I LOST MYSELF"



wat should i do now???
i lost my way in jungle....