What To Do???

My Life Suckz....
aikz...
y so many thg i still hv to do???
i'm broken nw...totally no money adi...
BULLSHIT!!!!DAMN!!!
i wan 'NEW JOB "
if untill next month i still din get it i think i wont wrk d...
in june i gtg dat horrible,terrible "NASIONAL SERVICE"
AGRRRRRRRRR!!!!!*PEK CHEK*
hw pity im???
i don wan go....can???
i don wan bcum "oo neh neh"
if go oso nvm...
but will plan if cum bck i wont cum bck penang...
i wan go kl wrk...
and nows most important is take my undang and my car licensens....
yyy???
i so stupid...AIKZZZ!!!

Hw i will going to celebrate my b'day neh???
who going to celebrate my b'day for me??
i think no ba...
no bf and no money nw...
frenn???
i think they wont rmb dat...
don wan think so much...
lately my mum will take me go medical checking for my healty...
hww???
i scared...
don let me wry dat can???
i knw my health...
got sumthg wrg nw...
i don wan aceept reality...
"GOD BLESS ME"